I was at a restaurant falling in line to get my order, that includes a hot chocolate in a mug. I was not aware which tables did my colleagues settled in. I claimed my order; now I face right, instead of left. There was a lady, getting really excited— probably seeing her long lost friend—Continue reading “Knowing your next direction is a must but deciding quickly to change is a saver”
Category Archives: Knowing Your Wants
Real dating relationships doesn’t happen online; but business relationships does.
I have tried in the past, yet none of them seems real in reality. It was all just a fantasy, created by my own mind. We met, then fantasy ends. It’s not what you expected. All there was, was for fun, a waste of time. The real getting to know each other starts, the dayContinue reading “Real dating relationships doesn’t happen online; but business relationships does.”
It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared
I know this is a waste, emotional preparation for the worst. I am fooled by love, blinded but totally awakened. The worst can happen, question is, how will I handle it. I’m prepared for what is good, but not for the worst. So here I am, considering, the judgments in town. I am triggered, everytimeContinue reading “It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared”
True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies
Love is a melody. It speaks, you just have to listen. Sometimes, it can be manipulating, but it’s worth the emotional pain. I am scared, this is the sign I needed. I loved a man, I don’t even know him yet. He looks handsome, but strict like a wise man. He sound like a father,Continue reading “True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies”
Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?
When I was young, I met a man. My world stopped, I spend my years with him, like a puppet and a devoted wife. Well, I wasn’t a wife, I was just assuming. Right now, I am talking to someone, it reminds me of him; I must not assume. It’s easy to put yourself underContinue reading “Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?”
It’s not mental, it’s emotional
I had a rough day today. My anxieties got triggered. I cried like a baby, and hide underneath my desk, at work. I have committed a mistake, and after admitting it, I was emotionally trapped in fear of the consequences. Soon as I have arrived home, I shared it with my friend’s husband, and heContinue reading “It’s not mental, it’s emotional”
Looking Back
I was once a toddler, constantly searching. I know I can do it, I just didn’t allow myself. I thought I was so young, seeking for approval. I definitely didn’t trust myself, so kept queit. I cried, I shouted, I pouted, deep inside. No words coming out, too scared to be reprimanded. But now I’mContinue reading “Looking Back”
Knowing your Self Worth
Representing the young, still searching for approval; it’s okay, take it professionally. Know that you are worthy already; you just have to mind your own business. Care not much of their future success because it’s not yours; but still support, that’s the right thing to do. When others couldn’t see potential in you, and youContinue reading “Knowing your Self Worth”
The Choices We’ve Made
IN A BUS Going South Last Sunday, while sitting on a bus, a lady invited me to eat with her. I politely said no and kept on reading the book I recently bought. Hours later, she fell asleep. I am still reading and I kept on turning the pages. She woke up while we askContinue reading “The Choices We’ve Made”
Overcoming My Anxiety Disorder
I’m well aware of my social anxieties and I did something to conquer it. I remember how scared I was to be gossiped about that I stopped myself from expressing. It was horrifying that I got disgusted overtime. I had to do something. I started with writing a book in which I tried being authentic.Continue reading “Overcoming My Anxiety Disorder”
Climbing, Rocks! 