I have tried in the past, yet none of them seems real in reality. It was all just a fantasy, created by my own mind. We met, then fantasy ends. It’s not what you expected. All there was, was for fun, a waste of time. The real getting to know each other starts, the dayContinue reading “Real dating relationships doesn’t happen online; but business relationships does.”
Category Archives: Knowing Your Wants
It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared
I know this is a waste, emotional preparation for the worst. I am fooled by love, blinded but totally awakened. The worst can happen, question is, how will I handle it. I’m prepared for what is good, but not for the worst. So here I am, considering, the judgments in town. I am triggered, everytimeContinue reading “It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared”
True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies
Love is a melody. It speaks, you just have to listen. Sometimes, it can be manipulating, but it’s worth the emotional pain. I am scared, this is the sign I needed. I loved a man, I don’t even know him yet. He looks handsome, but strict like a wise man. He sound like a father,Continue reading “True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies”
Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?
When I was young, I met a man. My world stopped, I spend my years with him, like a puppet and a devoted wife. Well, I wasn’t a wife, I was just assuming. Right now, I am talking to someone, it reminds me of him; I must not assume. It’s easy to put yourself underContinue reading “Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?”
It’s not mental, it’s emotional
I had a rough day today. My anxieties got triggered. I cried like a baby, and hide underneath my desk, at work. I have committed a mistake, and after admitting it, I was emotionally trapped in fear of the consequences. Soon as I have arrived home, I shared it with my friend’s husband, and heContinue reading “It’s not mental, it’s emotional”
Looking Back
I was once a toddler, constantly searching. I know I can do it, I just didn’t allow myself. I thought I was so young, seeking for approval. I definitely didn’t trust myself, so kept queit. I cried, I shouted, I pouted, deep inside. No words coming out, too scared to be reprimanded. But now I’mContinue reading “Looking Back”
Knowing your Self Worth
Representing the young, still searching for approval; it’s okay, take it professionally. Know that you are worthy already; you just have to mind your own business. Care not much of their future success because it’s not yours; but still support, that’s the right thing to do. When others couldn’t see potential in you, and youContinue reading “Knowing your Self Worth”
The Choices We’ve Made
IN A BUS Going South Last Sunday, while sitting on a bus, a lady invited me to eat with her. I politely said no and kept on reading the book I recently bought. Hours later, she fell asleep. I am still reading and I kept on turning the pages. She woke up while we askContinue reading “The Choices We’ve Made”
Overcoming My Anxiety Disorder
I’m well aware of my social anxieties and I did something to conquer it. I remember how scared I was to be gossiped about that I stopped myself from expressing. It was horrifying that I got disgusted overtime. I had to do something. I started with writing a book in which I tried being authentic.Continue reading “Overcoming My Anxiety Disorder”
Always in my mind
I have been thinking of buying this book but for some reasons I am delaying it. Always in my mind, now it’s mine. Life is a beautiful mystery, full of wants and needs. It needs motivation just like how plants needs water in order to grow. The Universe have been so kind to me thatContinue reading “Always in my mind”
Climbing, Rocks! 