Fall softly and always have fun

Yesterday, I went for a jog. It’s my 5th Monday and I’m doing good so far. The weather was good and I was blessed. I saw feathers everywhere; it presents itself without me finding it. Look at these feathers… Aren’t they beautiful? It was a stressful week for me, and I was restored by theseContinue reading “Fall softly and always have fun”

Think what’s next, instead of what’s not

I learned so much about my life experiences, and one of the best lesson I have, is to think what’s next instead of what’s not. Sometimes, people overthink too much. When “What’s not” is being triggered, they often gets stuck. Overthinking about the past that’s related to what’s not. I realized, that it’s a wasteContinue reading “Think what’s next, instead of what’s not”

“Smiling” as an act of full acceptance. You may now stop freezing

Once, there was a child, wondering what life was; observant of her surroundings, learning from others, eager to help. Doubts creeps in, she wanted to make sure; she looked, compared, see the difference, and change. Was it cheating? In school, it was; but in life, it wasn’t; because if you won’t open your eyes now,Continue reading ““Smiling” as an act of full acceptance. You may now stop freezing”

Knowing your next direction is a must but deciding quickly to change is a saver

I was at a restaurant falling in line to get my order, that includes a hot chocolate in a mug. I was not aware which tables did my colleagues settled in. I claimed my order; now I face right, instead of left. There was a lady, getting really excited— probably seeing her long lost friend—Continue reading “Knowing your next direction is a must but deciding quickly to change is a saver”

It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared

I know this is a waste, emotional preparation for the worst. I am fooled by love, blinded but totally awakened. The worst can happen, question is, how will I handle it. I’m prepared for what is good, but not for the worst. So here I am, considering, the judgments in town. I am triggered, everytimeContinue reading “It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared”

Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?

When I was young, I met a man. My world stopped, I spend my years with him, like a puppet and a devoted wife. Well, I wasn’t a wife, I was just assuming. Right now, I am talking to someone, it reminds me of him; I must not assume. It’s easy to put yourself underContinue reading “Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?”

It’s not mental, it’s emotional

I had a rough day today. My anxieties got triggered. I cried like a baby, and hide underneath my desk, at work. I have committed a mistake, and after admitting it, I was emotionally trapped in fear of the consequences. Soon as I have arrived home, I shared it with my friend’s husband, and heContinue reading “It’s not mental, it’s emotional”

Knowing your Self Worth

Representing the young, still searching for approval; it’s okay, take it professionally. Know that you are worthy already; you just have to mind your own business. Care not much of their future success because it’s not yours; but still support, that’s the right thing to do. When others couldn’t see potential in you, and youContinue reading “Knowing your Self Worth”

The Choices We’ve Made

IN A BUS Going South Last Sunday, while sitting on a bus, a lady invited me to eat with her. I politely said no and kept on reading the book I recently bought. Hours later, she fell asleep. I am still reading and I kept on turning the pages. She woke up while we askContinue reading “The Choices We’ve Made”

Overcoming My Anxiety Disorder

I’m well aware of my social anxieties and I did something to conquer it. I remember how scared I was to be gossiped about that I stopped myself from expressing. It was horrifying that I got disgusted overtime. I had to do something. I started with writing a book in which I tried being authentic.Continue reading “Overcoming My Anxiety Disorder”